Fathers' Day? Ignore it.
Sunday, June 20, 2010 @ 1:12 AM

Tomorrow is Fathers' Day. I don't know if I should care about this day.

I don't hate my dad, I just find him detestable and sometimes irritating. He's nice because he will think of me and those staying in this house when he's out to buy food. He's not when he keeps thinking he's a smart ass.

Recently I gave zhuzhu a soft toy. It was given not more than 3 hours. The moment he came back home, he assumed zhuzhu is eating the cotton wool and he threw away the soft toy without my permission. It's mine! At least he should bother to ask.

I know he likes to put up a show. He thinks I'm as dumb as those before, listen to him and don't have own brain to think what's right and what's not right. He talked to zhuzhu telling him to stop eating the cotton wool. But the problem is, this dog is mine, I know my dog very well whether he will swallow cotton wool, I brought him up and I trained him the moment he's brought into the home. Zhuzhu is a trained dog and he sure knows what I allow him to do and what I don't. I played with Zhuzhu for 2 hours with the soft toy, to let him know this is only for gaming, not for eating. Zhuzhu caught what I mean and played it well. My father simply wants to pretend he is damn smart, he thinks that all dogs are as dumb as his dog, baby. Eats cotton wool and gets himself choked.
TO THE GUYS OUT THERE, PLEASE STOP ASSUMING. IT WON'T MAKE YOU ANY SMARTER YET TURNS YOU TO LOOK LIKE A DUMBASS.

I ever wanted to celebrate his birthday with him, he didn't seem to appreciate much, then why the fuck should I bother about this damn fathers' day?

Even if I tell him to go out to coffee shop to have dinner together, he will say NO NEED. But if I don't take any action, he will say I have no heart to celebrate Fathers' Day with him.

Dad, you are so fickle-minded and hard to please. I'm not your servant to await for your order, to listen to your rejects when I offer, to listen to your rantings when I ignore.

I have plan tomorrow, meeting my friends for steamboat and shopping. I can foresee what he will cry about when I am back home. He will be indirectly saying I have no heart to celebrate fathers' day with him, then say all the daughters are heartless.

Sometimes can you think, is it your problem or our problem? I don't know how to please a person. I only do what I think is right. There's a limit to everyone's temper, you better not push it.

P.S. Horrible, I wish I can afford to move out with my dogs and Mr Lee.