End of school, start of work
Saturday, March 26, 2011 @ 1:57 PM

School has ended and now I have to pray for my result to pass and stay away from studying for a period of time. I am really getting sick of school. Why is everyone studying so miserably just for a paper?

I started worrying of 9am-6pm job. 9am? If it takes 1 hour to travel to the work place, I have to leave home at 8am? And I need an hour to prepare to work, to shower to make up. So 7am? And I also have to take my breakfast before I go? 6am? You got to be kidding.

It is inhuman to make people go work in the morning. The earliest I can get up is 8am. I was used to it during internship. Should I just work for the coffee shop downstairs hahaha.

Ok I really really have to start planning what I want to do. I wish to try design again, one last chance to myself. If even the company thinks that I am not up to it, I will never touch on interior design anymore.

And also, my dream? My Pet's shop? With all the entertainments I got in mind for the pets. Thinking about it makes me happy. I need to do market research, and also learn about business management.

There is just so much to do. But I think I am not ready to touch on interior design yet. I have very negative feeling now whenever I have to do a design project. I feel like I will screw the thing up. So I do not know what I should start on. If I really work for some pets organisation, I am afraid that I will not want to go back to design anymore.

So what I want, what I want. I need to think!!!