My cycle
Monday, July 16, 2012 @ 12:40 PM

There is a "cycle" in me.

I will either work like a workaholic or slack like a slackaholic. Too extreme, I know. I could still vividly remember how I used to work from daytime to midnight and go home to sleep and next morning continue the same routine, even Sunday is sacrificed for studying of work.

Then I tell myself I cannot let this carry on, I will lose all my fun times with my friends and family. I came to a stop and rest for 3 months because of the phobia to work as an Interior Designer. Finally I took a step out again to continue the same line, company issues piled up like dung and I had to leave the company for my own good.

Like a cycle, I am taking a "short break" again. I always need someone or something to strikes me to work, this is not good.

Now very much I have to tell myself to aim to move out and stay in the smallest condo I can afford and drive a smallest car I can afford.