Uncomfortable comfort zone
Monday, June 9, 2014 @ 8:44 PM

Wonder why I start posting again, and each time I post, would be because of the same person over the same problem.

Time flies, I am stuck, again. Even a fly flies further than me.

All the time wishing you would be the one yet it never came true.
Then I wonder why had things not turned better.
Then I thought I could be the reason for things to not improve,

so they say I short changed myself.

So I realised I am losing myself.

For all the things I used to love, I gave them all up.
I am losing spirit, losing energy.

This uncomfortable comfort zone is a deep hole.
Give me strength to pull myself out of it.
Who gives me?

Even with the strength to take me out of the hole,
I am scared of the brightness,
it is glaring.

I might hide myself.
And wished that I never climb out of the comfort zone.
But this comfort zone is going to make me stuck.
When I used to love the glare and bright.

Now I hate everything,
like nothing around me.

What is wrong with me.