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Friday, May 6, 2016 @ 3:01 AM

Today feels like shit again.. I woke up at 6.57am when the alarm was set at 9.30am, went back to sleep and I woke up 2 min before 9.30. Went to start doing what was planned today, really able to focus. Went to work, lost my soul, I just don't feel like talking to anyone, I wanna get my work done and go. Talked a little with worker, spoke about haw. Went to other site, pf called, spoke about this recent guy who seems interested in me yet it also seems like he is trying to get me to buy his product.

Right now, trying to avoid getting close with him, trying to stop thinking of haw because I have very serious heartbroken feeling today. I couldn't eat much. I couldn't sleep. I just want to do my work. I don't know why that feeling suddenly hit on me so hard. Was it because of his chase and he reminded me of haw. Was it because haw went to fb to check on me and I felt he misses me?

Really feels like shit. And I have work. Shit.